A New Beginning : Without History

Changing one's life begins in such a soft moment, not even a feather can compare. It is a little hint, notion, feeling that something big is coming - only after you begin.

I am ready to begin again. Change my health and my habits - to win the fit person that I have been dreaming of. Today I had a little extra inspiration - (blog below) - and my why start now? Just got HUGE!
a) I don't want to get to any heavier!!! I am already uncomfortable and hate to think of how I would feel with another 5lb, 10lb or 15lbs added on top of me.
b) I don't want to have health issues before I am 30!!! My 9health fair tests came back a bit scarey, high blood pressure, high pulse and high cholestrol - my little heart is working as hard as it can, and since I'll need that for another 80 years, I need to start now.
c) I want to wear my old (cute) and probably mostly outdated clothes that I have jammed onto the top shelf of my closet, once they started getting too tight. I want to wear those 10 pairs of cute jeans again! and many shirts that are just too short now.
d) I want to look good! ... NAKED! I don't - I want to - I WILL! After reading Ty's Blog (links below) I thought you know what - if that's the only reason that will get anyone to the gym, it's a good reason. And yes, no matter if you think it shallow or illgeared, I do want to look good naked and I do want to be presentable in a bathing suit without needing a tranquilizer to calm my overly selfconcious nerves! I want to flash people again!! and not worry about the tummy showing as well! hee hee (ok, so maybe that last one is slightly less hubby approved, oh well.)

Tomorrow: Setting up Goals
Tonight: Going to bed "on time".... good night!