Failure Brings Victory

I feel like a huge failure. And not huge qualitative, but in quantity. This year has been a bust on the health front. I feel fat, unhealthy, ugly and getting worse. I can't seem to stop the cycle of eating crap and then feeling like crap. And I know that this time of year is extra hard, but really you have no idea - we are remodeling and doing school on top of everything normally busy in December. I want to woman-up and get out my super woman cape so that I can courageously take on the world tonight when I get home OR I could just give up and take a nap.....